Just a brief update on my ambitious resolution: so far, so good.
I’m working hard. I’ve failed (a lot), not accomplished nearly enough… but again, that’s not the point. The point is not checking things off the list, not in the “win/loss” column. It’s learning which pitches to swing at, and then swinging for the fences (even if that means a curveball makes me look stupid sometimes). And for the most part, I’m doing better than usual this year. But I’ve still got a long ways to go.
I’ve got a good quote for those of you who long to be less content:
If faith thus depends on hope for its life, then the sin of unbelief is manifestly grounded in hopelessness… Temptation then consists not so much in the titanic desire to be as God, but in weakness, timidity, weariness, not wanting to be what God requires of us.” (Moltmann, Theology of Hope, p. 21)
This is why this year I’m desperately trying not to be happy where I am: because the biggest reason I’m a mediocre Christian is because far too often I take the safe, sure path, the prudent path, instead of the risky, difficult road. When I do that, I fail to become what God requires of me. That’s one way unbelief looks in me.
This doesn’t mean I’m going BASE jumping anytime soon. But it does mean that the things I do – more specifically, the things I believe God wants me to do – I need to be all in.



